sometimes i'm wondering ...
if i die in this shitty place ..
izzit means that my parents , siblings would nvr know where am i again ?
if i shut down all my communicating connection ..
izzit means that they would nvr ever find me ?
sometimes i juz cant stand of boring
feeling like worlds gonna end when i have ntg to do
no entertainment , no games , no sports , juz a fucking empty room , no fuxking works
having this all alone , feels like soul become empty and empty ..
i juz dun like this kind of life , i dun haye it ...
human live to appreciate things around us
but somehow i juz cant appreciate this
if staying alone makes u grow stronger , wat u have to do is dun make urselves down , wat a bulllshit