Insomnia is my new best friend as well as an enemy. She plays my memories like a film to keep me from my sleep. The horrors of my life unfold as I sit here in the dark. Look at all the sorrow that I've felt and all the anger that I should have delt. The fear, the pain, and insecurity that drives me near the edge. Something deep inside of me that cannot make amends. My stomach clenches, and my heart beats fast. Why won't it stop? Why can't I rest? Let me sleep and dream tonight so I can find some peace. But morning will come soon and these thoughts will never cease.
