Long journey ..
I had enuf wif it ..
i'm tired with everythings that happen ..
i've made a wrong decision ..
wat i deserved ..
is juz suffer from this ..
they said nvr tell others ur birthday wishes ..
i did told others ..
and all i get is a negative effect of it ..
and the wish nvr ever comes true ..
i wish i can simply end up my year ..
without anything ..
simple ..
and happy ..
yet , i'm not ..
juz a loser lose everything he wanted , regardless ..
and stubborn to let himself suffer ..
i loses all the way i came from ..
everythings ..
am i was right ..
never .. ever thinks that ppl will concern abt it ..
i rather keep this secret alone ..
face myself up to the wall ..
trusted person .. i nvr found any1 can be ..