waiting for the end .. itz sad .. but somehow i love this song

This is not the endThis is not the beginning,Just a voice like a riotRocking every revisionBut you listen to the toneAnd the violent rhythmThough the words sound steadySomething empty's within 'em
We say Yeah!With fists flying up in the airLike we're holding onto somethingThat's invisible there,'Cause we're living at the mercy ofThe pain and the fearUntil we dead it, Forget it,Let it all disappear.
Waiting for the end to comeWishing I had strength to standThis is not what I had plannedIt's out of my control....
Flying at the speed of lightThoughts were spinning in my headSo many things were left unsaidIt's hard to let you go...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,I know how it feels to lie,All I wanna doIs trade this life for something newHolding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty roomTrying to forget the pastThis was never meant to last,I wish it wasn't so...