冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前

在我眼下依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变 已错过的时间

你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见

想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相见 这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现着幸福的碎片

要我怎么捡..?

Long journey ..
I had enuf wif it ..
i'm tired with everythings that happen ..
i've made a wrong decision ..
wat i deserved ..
is juz suffer from this ..
they said nvr tell others ur birthday wishes ..
i did told others ..
and all i get is a negative effect of it ..
and the wish nvr ever comes true ..
i wish i can simply end up my year ..
without anything ..
simple ..
and happy ..
yet , i'm not ..
juz a loser lose everything he wanted , regardless ..
and stubborn to let himself suffer ..
i loses all the way i came from ..
everythings ..
am i was right ..
never .. ever thinks that ppl will concern abt it ..
i rather keep this secret alone ..
face myself up to the wall ..
trusted person .. i nvr found any1 can be ..

买鲷鱼烧的时候，售货小姐说，对不起，要等8分钟可以吗？
买摩提的丸子，售货小姐说，请等10分钟以后再吃。
随便看看，哪里都是排队的人们。
无论你是谁，淹没在人海里，也是等待的一枚。

买东西可以等，坐车可以等，什么都能等。
可是，爱，能不能等？
忽然又听到了谁看到了谁的背影，忽然又听到了谁又在分别后不肯离去。
忽然又听到了关于等待的故事，又一个人愿意等下去，又一个人等不及抽身离去。
忽然，又看到谁写的：对不起，我不等你了。

等一个人是一件很辛苦的事情。
如果只是辛苦，那也算了。
可惜的是，变数太大，前路太险恶，也许明天就是阳光灿烂，可今夜的狂风暴雨，有多少人挨得住？
更可况，等来的，一定会想想象的那么好么？

拖延，是这个世界上最厉害的拒绝。
不告诉你爱你，也不说不爱你。自以为不伤害你，其实是最可怕的伤害。
他对你好，好像对你心动。可是当你又靠近，他又举起安全距离的大旗。
这样的人，还是远离吧。

何必纠结，他们找的不过是一个爱的感觉，欣赏着你皱眉心酸的小模样。
也许，你也需要他给你的温暖，可是，又何必动心。
你还在等吗？
不如别了吧，走了吧，再见吧。

分开了，更不要等。
一转身的那刹那，无论前尘多少往事，都化作了云烟。
他不是过去的他了，你也不是过去的你了。人生不可能永如初见。
过去的回不来，回来的不再完美。
这个世界上最痛苦的一件事不过就是一切都结束了，你还沉浸在甜蜜的回忆中自欺欺人。
你是另一个人转身即忘的路人甲，何必陪着他蹉跎年华到天涯。
要回来的人，一开始就不会走。会走的那个人，不如当他没有来过。

王宝钏苦守寒窑等了薛平贵18年，等到了，是她的幸运。
这个世界上有多少人能有这样的好运气？这个世界上，又有多少人值得你这么等？
如果他爱你，他不会让你等，因为不忍心。
如果你爱她，那不要让她等，因为不公平。

幸福在路上，不是一句等就等得到的。
你要走出去，你要迎接它。
等待，是谁都负担不起的未来。

waiting for the end .. itz sad .. but somehow i love this song

This is not the endThis is not the beginning,Just a voice like a riotRocking every revisionBut you listen to the toneAnd the violent rhythmThough the words sound steadySomething empty's within 'em
We say Yeah!With fists flying up in the airLike we're holding onto somethingThat's invisible there,'Cause we're living at the mercy ofThe pain and the fearUntil we dead it, Forget it,Let it all disappear.
Waiting for the end to comeWishing I had strength to standThis is not what I had plannedIt's out of my control....
Flying at the speed of lightThoughts were spinning in my headSo many things were left unsaidIt's hard to let you go...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,I know how it feels to lie,All I wanna doIs trade this life for something newHolding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty roomTrying to forget the pastThis was never meant to last,I wish it wasn't so...

"即使场景一样

但只要细心的去感觉

每天的风景都是很独特的..

就像早晨的山顶，

有时候

多云

时而多雾

不然就是晴朗。”

“即使这样，我还是没有兴趣去留意。”

“听好了，我们人只是大自然的一小部分，如果你在自已自己所发生的事，而把自己锁起来的话，你会失去很多东西。”

“尽管如此，我认为我还是很好..”

“你上个学期看起来很活力的，最近发生了什么事吗？”

“不，只是天秤上的平衡点失去了平衡，觉得很厌烦很累..”

“遭遇了什么问题吗？”

“很多，但说出来都是徒劳的”

“课业问题呢？”

“没问题”

“感情？”

“单身”

“财务？”

“ptptn 来了就不再是问题..”

“如果没问题的话为什么你会变得如此颓废？”

“老师，我待会还有课要上..能不能..？”

“放你走不是问题，但下次你还要回来consult多一次..可以吗？”

“..............行。”

“那好，期待下次你不会在意这个状态来见我。”

its easier to run

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

为什么烦心的事情总是接踵而来

为什么就是没有多点快乐的理由

为什么..

这世界就不想让人开心点..

every word means a lot
but not every single person means to be

pls dun concerns me

itz not worth for it

dun say sorry becoz itz nt your fault

i nvr blame

really

wat i think i do

was right

i tried to avoid the possibility

be4 itz to late

i'm not runaway without reason

becoz i have my own reason

and i nvr wanted ppl to knows

and i hope u

nvr understand

wat i do

and why i persists to

itz alright ..
i'm fine ..
even if i'm not ..
i'm fine ..

we can talk anything else ther..
memories ..
life ..
talk abt the damn weather ..

but dun tortune me wif hope ..
i juz cant take it anymore ..

该怎么说，“我担心你呢？”

这次我又输了呢..